Natasya Syafiq.

I am afraid. Constantly afraid and reluctant. Conscious and insecure at times. Everyday, I try to become a better person. I pray, a lot. I want peace and unprejudiced love, everywhere. I try, sometimes not hard enough. I see a lot of things differently than others..and I like to wonder. My thoughts are relentlessly floating, so I guess that makes me a dreamer.

I want to grow up slowly. I want to enjoy every moment utterly. I love making memories especially memories that will continuously be played back in my mind. Yes, I am quite sentimental.

I am afraid to love. Frightened to be broken. Once I love, I love hard. That is my blemish. I am not bitter when it comes to love, don't get me wrong. It is just fear- unremitting fear.

I want to be that girl who makes your bad days better. The one that makes you say, my life has changed since i met her.

--- When you lose, don't lose the lesson.